Deep breath in...ahhhhh...and out...Alright.
Yesterday, i found out Monster had died. My Aunt's husband,(that is), who had abused me from about 5 or 6, until 12. How do I feel? Good question. Disappointed i suppose. It does not seem fair he was able to die w/respect and dignity. I was working through some things that would have given me some closure. Sadly, I will not get to finish that part of the process.
A family member with good intentions said, "We have to respect the family during this time." It was a hard pill to swallow considering the family in which he was talking about, thanked me for never speaking out about all of the heinous things that were done do me. "It would have ruined my life." she said,..."I would have killed myself!" Yes, a big fat slap in my face.
That was over 6 years ago, and last year i pleaded with her to please remove your family, which included small children, whom, he had direct access to. The response was, " I would never be able to jeopardize losing that house." My daughter loves that house she said, and she could not make that change without losing said house.
So, let us get back to respect! No, I do not respect any parent who full well knowingly puts their children in harms way, especially, for the sake of money and greed!
Yesterday, i found out Monster had died. My Aunt's husband,(that is), who had abused me from about 5 or 6, until 12. How do I feel? Good question. Disappointed i suppose. It does not seem fair he was able to die w/respect and dignity. I was working through some things that would have given me some closure. Sadly, I will not get to finish that part of the process.
A family member with good intentions said, "We have to respect the family during this time." It was a hard pill to swallow considering the family in which he was talking about, thanked me for never speaking out about all of the heinous things that were done do me. "It would have ruined my life." she said,..."I would have killed myself!" Yes, a big fat slap in my face.
That was over 6 years ago, and last year i pleaded with her to please remove your family, which included small children, whom, he had direct access to. The response was, " I would never be able to jeopardize losing that house." My daughter loves that house she said, and she could not make that change without losing said house.
So, let us get back to respect! No, I do not respect any parent who full well knowingly puts their children in harms way, especially, for the sake of money and greed!
Thank YOU!!!!!!
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